Tuesday, 27 December 2011

Putting it out there...

Let's call me Fi.  Obviously not my real name.  I'll think about revealing that later if I feel right about it.

I'm 35.  I have 2 young kids.  5 and 2.  Boy and girl respectively.  I come from Qld but live in Sydney.  My husband and I separated back in September 2010 initially, got back together for a bit, and split up for good back in June this year.  He has another child.  I've been in her life for 8 years out of her 10 years of life.  She is a beautiful kid but slowly transcending into puberty, which I suspect will ruin that good sweet little girl we know as it does most teenagers that I've seen of late.  I'm about to embark on a life changing journey back to my home state.  With my two children in tow.  Away from my husband.  Worst part is, he's a top guy and a brilliant Dad.  But just another big kid in himself.  I wish it were different.

This is just like a journal, mostly for myself.  2012 is going to be the year for me.  I intend on giving up smoking and cut back on the brewskis and start growing up properly.  Start afresh.

Wish me luck.